When I am myself I am a well
I am sun and warmth light and comfort
when I am myself.
When I am not myself I fall through or rise above
I panic or I understand
I stumble or I soar.
When I am myself I bring laughter and strength
I am comfort and courage
when I am not myself I fail or I transcend.
I can then absolve and abandon
delete erase and subtract myself
once and for all once again.