I’m tired of being crippled by a cruel universe
my suffering helps no one my inability to justify a prayer
calling God on the carpet for His neglect.
If Hell is other people’s indifference
then understanding is a kind of Heaven
but there is no purity in it.
We make our own music sculpt our own beauty
no father in the sky to bless us no heavenly chorus caroling
no angel on our shoulder to keep us from harm.
If you want to be saved save yourself
better yet save someone else
if you’re expecting miracles you’re useless.